Wish & Think

Izit most of the people have their own wish for their christmas celebration???
How to decorate their house?? How to celebrate with fren??
Where to celebrate?? What present should they buy??
Hmm... I think so.. For me.. I hope to have a very special christmas..
But how special is that, i also dunno.. Well, i never hope can have wat kind of celebration on pre christmas day, coz I NEED TO WORK...
My last year christmas, i was celebrate with my secondary school mates..
Is quite memorable for me... This year.. I dunno yet..
No matter wat festival or celebration, i will alway set the priority to *,
dun ever promise my fren anything..
Hmm.. Now, i learn to think about myself first..
Whoever ask me out for any days, i will promise them if i can..
FRENS, so dun worry..
I am the person who like to plan everything as early as i can...
~~~I HATE LAST MINUTES~~~
Hmm, suddenlly realise something... I started to be dependent..
I should know this since last time.. But y i never change??
I should have my own life??? My life is not for anyone right??
But now how come my life like.... Izit correct that what i did now??
Dependent is just make all of us become no freedom and suffer..
AM I RIGHT???

~END~

~EMO~

Hmm... 3am in the morning, i stil not yet sleep, what am i doing now??

What am i thinking now?? Waiting?? Thinking?

Sometime, i really very confused.. Do i trust what you had tel me??

I dont know?? CONFUSED MOOD!! What you say until now, i stil cant get it..

Do i dreaming?? Do i hoping?? Do i trust?? Do i wait?? Do i cry?? Do i sad??

Haiz... I am blurring... Izit got HOPE in this world???

I hope to get a better result..

I hope my "dream" come true..

I hope to get some care..

I hope to meet my secondary school friends..

I hope to pass all my test as soon as possible..

I hope can forget all my bad memory..

What am i takling now?? All bull shit!!

What you hope, u need to get by yourself but not waiting it...

I starting to get used, i starting dont know how to cry, i starting dont know tis the sad feeling, isit good for me?? Isit good for human that dunno how to cry and feel sad??