This sem, it was so so so so so busy....
This sem is the hardest sem for marketing student...
Really worry that i cant manage my time... WORRY!!!!
This is the second week for this sem.. Normally we will start busy on week 4..
But, i 1st week ady very very busy... After my 8pm class, i stil got meeting..
This sem time table is so "NICE", 3days end with 8pm class...
DAMN... Yesterday, i got 4 class with 1 hour break, i m so so so so so tired..
BUT, after a whole day class, i got meeting again... Until 10pm..
Reach home bath then sleep, cant even do my tutorial..
Another day, i got 9.30am class and i also end at 8pm...
After that meeting again ---> Ball dance workshop
I want a REST... Assignment all not yet touch.. I really worry...
God, can u give me 1 day 48 hours??? I m very tired!!!!
2 more events to go.. Career forum n Ballroom dance!!!!
Please give me more rest time and my personal time!!!
BACKKKKK...
Just back from the camp.. Mr Ng, you really teach us a lot that cant be express in words... Take iniciative, dont do the minimum, face our fear, team work, power of thought.. Before this, CDS has organised the Power of Throught Workshop.. During the workshop, i like dreaming... Coz i late go in the talk, after that i was not concentrate anymore...
During the workshop, i miss the part the "Hand may grow longer".. That y after that i dun trust wat Mr Ng say that if we imagine, believe, concentrate and achieve, nothing will be impossible... But now i trust.. The message Mr Ng trying to tell is like build up our confidence.. Just i think lah..
After the camp, our committees had a long long meeting (3hours).. During the meeting, i feel she really change... The way u say us, is TOTALLY DIFFERENT.. Like Mr Ng say, dun judge people, wat u say just wat u think n tot.. I learn from it too.. This time, when she say us, i never had hard feeling.. The way she say like i assume that wat wat wat... I tot that should be wat wat wat.. ADD ON ASSUME AND THOUGHT THESE 2 WORDS, the wordS she say out is so nice to hear.. She ady apply this...
During the workshop, i miss the part the "Hand may grow longer".. That y after that i dun trust wat Mr Ng say that if we imagine, believe, concentrate and achieve, nothing will be impossible... But now i trust.. The message Mr Ng trying to tell is like build up our confidence.. Just i think lah..
After the camp, our committees had a long long meeting (3hours).. During the meeting, i feel she really change... The way u say us, is TOTALLY DIFFERENT.. Like Mr Ng say, dun judge people, wat u say just wat u think n tot.. I learn from it too.. This time, when she say us, i never had hard feeling.. The way she say like i assume that wat wat wat... I tot that should be wat wat wat.. ADD ON ASSUME AND THOUGHT THESE 2 WORDS, the wordS she say out is so nice to hear.. She ady apply this...
Our bad side is we always think about people bad things, we never think about people good things.. One mistake, we will keep in our heart and we started to judge the person.. In this, i did the mistake... Really feel sorry.. After the camp, i think back actually she did a lot for us... Just sometime the way she say us is like judge us, then we keep in the heart and we forget her good things.. Actually before that, i really learn a lot from her, when i saw her, her face always tel me be confident to urself, nothing that u cant do it..
Hope after the camp, all of us will become better and better & apply what we had learn from Mr Ng.. Mr Ng, you really chnage my perception a lot.. Thanks..
Hope after the camp, all of us will become better and better & apply what we had learn from Mr Ng.. Mr Ng, you really chnage my perception a lot.. Thanks..
Under Consideration
Recently, i am thinking that should i become inactive committee in this society???
Since, one of our committees also not active in the society??
If any event, i just join but dun organise..
For this society, i had give out most of the time, i think other committees too...
And we also scarified a lot.. But wat we get??? A Certificate..
We dun mind to work more, coz we enjoy yo work together...
We organized a lot of events, everyone had put a lot of effort..
But got anyone appreciate wat we did?? I agree wat my fren say..
We have no choice, we just a committee, sometime we can only follow the way that the head did..
Even though, we are not agree.. Izit like this??? Even we got grievance, we only can keep silent..
Sometime, i am thinking isit all this is my problem?? Isit i never did my best?
Isit i never put effort?? Can anyone give me some advice?? All this just my thinking only???
Nowsaday, i feel hard to work in this society... I feel this society is no hope..
Totally give up.. Because of this society, i sacrified my part time job to earn money, even though i lack of money now...
So what this society give me?? EXPERIENCE?? I agree that i learn a lot from this society...
BUT i feel so unhappy now.. Everyone of us not because of the cert, but is because of us - (we are friends, we must fight the end) Right?
Since, one of our committees also not active in the society??
If any event, i just join but dun organise..
For this society, i had give out most of the time, i think other committees too...
And we also scarified a lot.. But wat we get??? A Certificate..
We dun mind to work more, coz we enjoy yo work together...
We organized a lot of events, everyone had put a lot of effort..
But got anyone appreciate wat we did?? I agree wat my fren say..
We have no choice, we just a committee, sometime we can only follow the way that the head did..
Even though, we are not agree.. Izit like this??? Even we got grievance, we only can keep silent..
Sometime, i am thinking isit all this is my problem?? Isit i never did my best?
Isit i never put effort?? Can anyone give me some advice?? All this just my thinking only???
Nowsaday, i feel hard to work in this society... I feel this society is no hope..
Totally give up.. Because of this society, i sacrified my part time job to earn money, even though i lack of money now...
So what this society give me?? EXPERIENCE?? I agree that i learn a lot from this society...
BUT i feel so unhappy now.. Everyone of us not because of the cert, but is because of us - (we are friends, we must fight the end) Right?
I Am FUCKING ANGRY!!!
I cant tahan anymore... I already GIVE UP on this Society...
Everything, we had done will never get any rewards BUT get scold...
I agree that i am the committee, i need to be responsible to my post..
BUT, i am not THIS SOCIETY's WORKERS, i had never never get any SALARY from this Society.. For what i give most of time to this stupid society, at the end, i just get a FUCKING SHIT CERTIFICATE..
Application of deposit delay, izit is our treasurer problem??? 11 of Dec, i ady say that need invoice only can apply the cash advancement for the deposit... At the end, we cant apply coz of too late only past up the invoice.. 29th of DEC at afternoon, we get the camp site invoice from Seng Hong. At nite, we only get the speaker invoice from OUR PROGRAM HEAD.. So, izit our treasurer problem? We ady did our part to tell u all that need invoice only can applay cash advancement, WE HAD DID OUR PART OF JOB..
Second, the treasurer model letter, both of our teasurer really never get it.. BUT Miss Sevanese said already sent to us. THE TRUTH IS WE REALLY NEVER GET IT!! This thing, we are never delay..
Third, WE ARE NEVER PUSHING THE RESPONSIBILITY TO EACH OTHER.. SOMEONE CALL ME on 31 dec and say me this and that.. Christine need to meet Thesis advisor on Friday.. And i ask her to wait a while.. i call her back later coz i need to ask my mum permission and ask about Christine something.. Can anyone tell me, if u stay at home, u need to go out, u as a child no need to tel your mum izit??? Just a simple question... Why u need to say me until like I DID FUCKING LOT OF MISTAKE..
MAY I ASK YOU BACK, IF U STAY OUTSIDE THAT MUM NOT AROUND YOU, U NEED TO ASK PERMISSION TO GO OUT?? NOW THE SITUATION IS DIFFERENT, I STAY WITH MY FAMILY NOW, OK??? PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING!!! I M NOT YOU! DONT EVER THINK THAT WHAT YOUS THINK IS ALWAY CORRECT... PEOPLE DUN WANT EXPLAIN NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE WRONG, IS DON WANT MUCH MORE TROUBLE!!
I don want to fight back not because i am wrong, is for what i need to fight back.. No use.. When got problem, please to keep scold.. For wat?? Scold can settle problem, then everyone also want to scold.. Please think before u relaese your anger to someone... I really dunno what ia my mistake that kena scold.. The mistake that i say call back later to ask my mum permission?? At the end i go pj not because you scold me, but is because my responsibility.. THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU SAY SOMEONE!! IF ONE PEOPLE SAY YOU ARE WRONG, MAYB THAT PERSON WRONG, BUT WHEN EVEERYONE SAY YOU GOT PROBLEM, PELASE THINK ABOUT IT!!!
Everything, we had done will never get any rewards BUT get scold...
I agree that i am the committee, i need to be responsible to my post..
BUT, i am not THIS SOCIETY's WORKERS, i had never never get any SALARY from this Society.. For what i give most of time to this stupid society, at the end, i just get a FUCKING SHIT CERTIFICATE..
Application of deposit delay, izit is our treasurer problem??? 11 of Dec, i ady say that need invoice only can apply the cash advancement for the deposit... At the end, we cant apply coz of too late only past up the invoice.. 29th of DEC at afternoon, we get the camp site invoice from Seng Hong. At nite, we only get the speaker invoice from OUR PROGRAM HEAD.. So, izit our treasurer problem? We ady did our part to tell u all that need invoice only can applay cash advancement, WE HAD DID OUR PART OF JOB..
Second, the treasurer model letter, both of our teasurer really never get it.. BUT Miss Sevanese said already sent to us. THE TRUTH IS WE REALLY NEVER GET IT!! This thing, we are never delay..
Third, WE ARE NEVER PUSHING THE RESPONSIBILITY TO EACH OTHER.. SOMEONE CALL ME on 31 dec and say me this and that.. Christine need to meet Thesis advisor on Friday.. And i ask her to wait a while.. i call her back later coz i need to ask my mum permission and ask about Christine something.. Can anyone tell me, if u stay at home, u need to go out, u as a child no need to tel your mum izit??? Just a simple question... Why u need to say me until like I DID FUCKING LOT OF MISTAKE..
MAY I ASK YOU BACK, IF U STAY OUTSIDE THAT MUM NOT AROUND YOU, U NEED TO ASK PERMISSION TO GO OUT?? NOW THE SITUATION IS DIFFERENT, I STAY WITH MY FAMILY NOW, OK??? PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING!!! I M NOT YOU! DONT EVER THINK THAT WHAT YOUS THINK IS ALWAY CORRECT... PEOPLE DUN WANT EXPLAIN NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE WRONG, IS DON WANT MUCH MORE TROUBLE!!
I don want to fight back not because i am wrong, is for what i need to fight back.. No use.. When got problem, please to keep scold.. For wat?? Scold can settle problem, then everyone also want to scold.. Please think before u relaese your anger to someone... I really dunno what ia my mistake that kena scold.. The mistake that i say call back later to ask my mum permission?? At the end i go pj not because you scold me, but is because my responsibility.. THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU SAY SOMEONE!! IF ONE PEOPLE SAY YOU ARE WRONG, MAYB THAT PERSON WRONG, BUT WHEN EVEERYONE SAY YOU GOT PROBLEM, PELASE THINK ABOUT IT!!!
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